Today is a day that will live in infamy, at least up until now in my short teaching career. My MT was at a conference all day, and even though a sub was hired, the school had her helping out in other classrooms, under the ridiculously mistaken notion that as long as I was in the room, everything would be fine.
The day started out OK, but I hit a serious roadblock when it was time for math. The kids were extremely rowdy, and to make matters worse, halfway through the lesson I couldn't find the worksheets what I was supposed to pass out, and the entire class disintegrated into chaos.
Although I made a feeble recovery later in the afternoon, it was a day on which I was seriously questioning my career choice. Thankfully, I found comfort and solace in a fellow cohort member's
blog entry dealing with a similarly trying day.
Her expert advice included the following:
My MT pulled me aside after class ended to talk things over. Among her suggestions were these:
1. I must nip inappropriate behaviors in the bud
2. Which means that I must develop my ability to engage my whole-class radar
3. Don't ever admit that a lesson is "dry" - must present it as fun, cool
4. Feel free to change course if it feels right
I will chalk today up to a test run, and hopefully do better next time.