Friday, September 25, 2009
Friday Reflections Part Five
2. What questions do you have and/or what do you still want to know? I guess if I was left with any one question based on today's discuss it is what exactly do you do when you have exhausted all of the options in dealing with classroom disruptions. What is the protocol in taking it to the next level. I know this will differ greatly depending on the circumstances, but I am sure there are classroom environments in which nothing seems to work, and am curious as to whether that is symptomatic of a deeper-rooted problem within the class, or is it a reflection on a teacher's inability to maintain control.
3. What are you anxious about regarding student teaching/teaching? Following through on Question #2 above, I guess it would be the anxiety I might feel if I am failing to establish or maintain classroom decorum, especially when the class is turned over to me. I know that the master teacher will still be around and is my fallback, but I'm not sure I want to have to rely on him to "save" me. I think part of the anxiety is in not knowing how far I can push them (or me) in order to firmly establish my control of the classroom. Oh well, I guess we will find this all out in the coming months.
4. What are you excited about regarding student teaching/teaching? I am excited at the prospect of putting all of the things I have learned, along with those things I am still learning, combined with things that I think I instinctively or intuitively know, into practice, with no safety net to catch me if I fall.
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Fourth Week of School - Thursday, Sept. 24th, 2009
Still, the day was not without its rewards. Each day I have more and more kids come up to me, either asking me a question, showing me their work, or asking for help (of course it doesn't help that today officially was my last day in the class until we return in January, although I am planning on coming back periodically over the next two months, mainly on Fridays when we have off).
I have even gotten to the point where I feel somewhat comfortable speaking to a student if he or she is not paying attention, or is talking, or is being disruptive. I think one of the main problems a student teacher may face is in being TOO tentative, and not being assertive enough, even early on, and Mr. M has no problem with me asserting some authority, at this stage (he says it can only help when I return in January). But overall, I really like this group of kids. I can see where it may be easy to find some "favorites," but I also understand how important it is for a teacher to try and resist that impulse, because it really doesn't do anyone any favors. But having said that, I think that if you see a child who is struggling and is obviously crying out for some sort of help, you do sometimes have to walk an extra mile (or meter) for them, especially if it is just shyness or awkwardness at work. If poor work continues, even after attention has been paid, then there may be more serious academic issues at play, but I am finding, especially with some of the fifth graders, that they feel somewhat lost and adrift, and are looking for some reassurance and confidence building. That I can do.
Fourth Week of School - Wednesday, Sept. 23rd, 2009

This is a book that my mother used to read to me when I was four or five, but she was also a kindergarten teacher who used to read this book to her classes as well, so there seemed to be the requisite amount of karmic energy in the air.
One of the reasons I wanted to do this was to make sure that I was not getting "spoiled" or isolated by my initial student teaching experience, namely working with high-achieving fifth and sixth graders. I wanted to make sure that I could derive pleasure as well as communicate effectively with a much younger class of students, and also that I was adaptable and flexible enough, as a prospective teacher, to be able to switch grades effortlessly. I thought it went reasonably well, and both the master teacher and one of my fellow student teachers thought I did an excellent job reading the story, relating it to myself, as well as getting them to participate as I read. Although I am fairly sure that I do not want to teach kindergarten or 1st grade, at the end of the day, teaching is teaching, and wherever the winds may blow us, we should be prepared not only for the challenges but to know that we can "teach" whatever, whenever and wherever students may need us the most.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Fourth Week of School - Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
Fourth Week of School - Monday, September 21, 2009
Mr. M also said that in a way its a shame that the first month of student teaching occurs in September, since he said it usually takes three to four weeks before the kids settle down, and that the MOST rigourous teaching and learning occurs in October and November. On the plus side, he said that February through April are also peak learning times, so hopefully, when I take over the class full-time, they will be in full learning mode.
Friday, September 18, 2009
Friday Reflections - Part Four
2. What questions do you have and/or what do you still want to know: One situation that presented itself this week brought this question to mind: what do you do when a parent wishes to volunteer his or her time and energy to assisting in the classroom or on a project, but where they may have ulterior motives (i.e., actually want to be in a situation where they can assist their own child). If what they are offering is of value to the rest of the class, does outweigh any considerations a teacher may have with regard to any conflict-of-interest issues. I wonder whether the parent would be as eager to volunteer the same services to a classroom where their child was not a student.
3. What are you anxious about regarding student teaching/ teaching? As I finish the third week of student teaching, and am doing some actual interraction with students, I am wondering how I handle an increasingly obvious difference in teaching styles. In particular, where the master teacher is a bit parsimonious in giving out praise, whereas I may be a bit more prone to giving enouragement and support, I am concerned of creating a conflict within the classroom. I certainly don't want to create a good cop/bad cop situation, and I don't want to underminde the master teacher's central authority, but I also don't necessarily want to emulate his style. I am wondering (and hoping) that there is room for both of our approaches.
4. What are you excited about regarding student teaching/ teaching? Having gotten a small taste of actual teaching this week, I am truly excited about returning to my school in January, and of course actually taking over the class for six weeks. I am feeling increasingly comfortable with the kids, and I think I have developed a presence and personality in the past three weeks, to the point where many of the kids feel comfortable coming to me with questions or help.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Third Week of School - Thursday, Sept. 17th 2009
The afternoon was devoted to literature and writing (my two favorite subjects as a teacher, if we are allowed to have favorites) and I also got a chance to grade some more papers. This paper was a really innovative idea. The kids had to write a "behavior" contract, which would list a "crime" committed by a student, the people he hurt, the punishment, and the reasons for the punishment. Most kids did find with the content, but they were also being graded on presentation, and some of them really were quite creative. One kid did his on a brown paper bag, but he did something to it to make it look like parchment paper, so the contract appeared to resemble an ancient document. Other kids used inventive fonts to create the look and feel of a legal document. There was also a lot of creativity when it came to the so-called crimes, as wel as some of the punishments. (Actually, if truth be told, some of their work reminded me of similar things I attempted as a sixth-grader).
Three Things I (Think I) Know About My Students Without Looking At Them
Similarly, without looking at the individual students, much can be discerned from the way they speak. Confident kids speak loudly, clearly, usually concisely, and some of them can really blow me away with how articulate they can be. While these kids are usually the brightest in the class, not surprisingly they are also the most boisterous and ones that have to be disciplined most frequently for talking while others are trying to speak (including teachers) and sometimes even being disrespectful or overly sarcastic. On the other hand, while quiet students may sometimes be considered a blessing, it can also be an indication of social skills that need to be improved, and this is often reflected in the work and study habits as well. The ideal student is one who knows when to be quiet (e.g., when others are speaking) at the appropriate times, but demonstrates good verbal skills when presenting to the rest of the class. Thankfully we have quite a few in this category.
The third way I learn a lot about students is as a group, without looking at or focusing on any individual students. How they act and interract as a social unit tells me a lot about how well they are adapting to their classroom environment, their teachers, and most importantly, to teach other, as a cohesive social unit. In the same way that each student has their own unique individualized personality, I find that classrooms also have a collective personality. This can be gauged in a variety of ways: volume of noise (or lack thereof); laughter; neatness or sloppiness of desks and floor areas; etc. But also sometimes its just an intuitive vibe that a classroom gives off. Not sure I can describe it much beyond that, but you know when you are in a vibrant, learning classroom environment, even when the kids aren't in there.
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Third Week of School - Wednesday, September 16th, 2009
Also, as a postscript to yesterday's posting, with reference to Mr. M's admonition to the sixth graders to be more restrained and respectful, I noted how quietly the kids filed in this morning, and how quickly they took their seats and took out their books (well, most of them anyway).
Third Week of School - Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Also, I find that reading assignments is another really way of getting to know the students, from their handwriting, neatness, spelling, but most importantly how they express themselves. It adds dimensions to their classroom personalities.
Unfortunately, Mr. M had to address the sixth-graders and tell them that their behavior the past few days left a lot to be desired. He spoke to them honestly about his disappointment and frustrations, but he also spoke to them (for the most part) as "adults," but tempered with the knowledge that they are 10 and 11 years old. He told them that he expected them to act as role models for the fifth graders in the class. Later he explained to me that he felt there was too much casualness and disrespect in the classroom and he wanted to nip the problem in the bud. I thought he handled the situation really well, but it was still a somewhat uncomfortable moment, and I could only wonder how I would handle that situation, although Mr. M gave me great insight into how I might.
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Third Week of School - Monday, Sept. 14th, 2009
But overall, I was very invigorated by this first hands on experience, which I felt was a good sign. Although there has been some frustration on my part with some of the bureaucracy and paperwork and procedurals that are part of being a teacher, if you don't have an affinity or feel for the actual "teaching" part, there is little point in continuing down that road. Yesterday I began to really taste and feel that excitement and energy that should come from teaching, and I was quite encouraged by that fact.
Friday, September 11, 2009
Friday Reflections - Part Three
2. What questions do you have and/or what do you still want to know: The issue of the selectively mute child raised a number of questions in my mind, most specifically, how far do we as teachers go to accomodate actions or behaviors that are not necessarily disabilities. If a child is capable of speaking out loud, and "chooses" not to in classroom, why should a teacher apply a different standard or rubric for that one child to accomodate his or her "choice." And does it even end up being a fair assessment?
3. What are you anxious about regarding student teaching/ teaching? Because so much of the school day is spent on what I can only describe as "miscellaneous" matters (e.g., arrivals, dismissals, transitions from lunch and recess, etc.) or "down time" (i.e., self-study or self-directed learning), I am a bit concerned and confused abou how much actual "teaching" I am doing. Some day it seems I am more of a facilitator or supervisor, than an actual teacher.
4. What are you excited about regarding student teaching/ teaching? I am still excited at the notion of teaching and reaching a student, with a concept or an idea that they have never considered or been exposed to, and to having open and free-wheeling discussions about such topics. I thought what my master teacher did in Tuesday's class with regard to President Obama's speech was inspirational (listening to the speech, asking students questions about the speech, interpreting meanings, and discussing) and reminded me again of the reasons why I started down this road in the first place.
Second Week of School - Thursday, Sept. 10th, 2009
I also notice that even during classroom "learning"time, much of what occurs is self-directed learning (i.e., working in groups on projects, reading, writing) without actual "teaching." Again, I understand this from a procedure perspective, and also the fact that they are advanced 5th and 6th graders, but I would be less than honest if I didn't admit to growing a bit impatient and antsy.
Still, there were rewarding moments. The students needed to find five vocabulary words from their assigned book, and they needed to provide definitions, synonyms and antonyms. Because there were so many questions related to this activity (particularly with the ins and outs of correct thesaurus usage), some of the kids came to me with their questions, most of which I could answer. But try finding an antonym for the word "deposition." Good luck.
Thursday, September 10, 2009
2nd Week of School - Wed., Sept. 9th, 2009
Today we also had our first "serious" discipline incident, with one of our students getting into a conflict with another sixth grader from a different class. It was really good experience for me to see how this things arise and (hopefully) get resolved, from multiple perspectives: the teachers (both my master teacher and the teacher from the other child's class), the parents (e-mails and phone calls) and the child himself, as well as being a good reason to keep an extra eye on the boy and how he relates to others. Right now it looks like the situation may have been diffused, but it bears monitoring.
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
2nd Week of School - Tuesday, Sept. 8, 2009
The rest of the day was the usual mix of math, social studies, reading and writing. I graded the student's first literature writing assignment, which gave me good insight into their writing abilities as well as glimpses into their personalities. Not surprisingly, some of the more vocally articulate students also displayed dexterity and imaginative vocabulary in their writing skills.
All in all, a very good day.
Saturday, September 5, 2009
Third Day of School - Thursday, September 3, 2009
The other noteworthy thing that happened was that the students were given a math placement exam, to see if any of them should be enrolled in pre-algebra courses, prior to junior high school. The questions were fairly rigorous (there were two or three that I would have been unable to do!); after they were finished taking the test, I volunteered to grade them (much to Mr. M's joy), and while grading the first one, I compared the student's answer to that on the master answer sheet, and realized that the answer sheet couldn't possibly be correct (after quick calculation in my own mind). I brought this to the teacher's attention, who was very surprised, but confirmed my assessment after pulling out a calculator. It just gave me a nice feeling to realize that mistakes can occur throughout the educational system, and I was able to correct one, on whatever small level. I felt I had really earned my (non-existent) paycheck that day.
But I am sure there will be days when I fall down, several times. As long as I keep getting up one more time than I fall down, things will be fine.
Friday, September 4, 2009
Friday Reflections Part Two
2. What questions do you have and/or what do you still want to know: I am still trying to figure out how a teacher balances the needs of individual students (particularly ones that are struggling) with the needs of the entire class (most of whom presumably are keeping pace with the lessons) and at what point does a teacher need to consider and favor the majority of the students.
3. What are you anxious about regarding student teaching/ teaching? I am still anxious, even more so, after the first week of classes, of knowing and remembering all of the names. Out of 28 students, I feel like I have six or seven committed to memory, and some of my classmates already know their entire roster of students. I feel it is very important, both as a sign of respect and acknowledgement, for a teacher to know all of his students' names as quickly as possible, so this is what I am signing up for in the coming week.
4. What are you excited about regarding student teaching/ teaching? I am really looking forward to our first class-wide book discussion (I am reading the same novel as the rest of the class) and gauging not only how proficient the kids are at reading, but also in terms of critical thinking and analysis of a literary text, since literature is one of my true passions in life (I have an M.A. in English & Comparative Literature, in addition to my law degree). I am also already anticipating some of the projects and activities that I will be creating when I start taking over the class.
Teacher Interview
students contribute regularly to classroom discussions in a thoughtful and positive manner, to work independently and collaboratively, and to display appropriate behavior, as well as to practice ethical modes of conduct.However, in addition to these rather generalized and generic principles, Mr. M also puts his own spin and personalization on his specific classroom management. Being extremely blunt and straightforward, Mr. M dismisses notions of achieving equity and “fairness” in the classroom, calling such ideals “baloney.” He feels that such attempts at classroom democracy fails to take all of the many facets and attributes of individual students into account, and that no two students are alike, so it makes little sense to try and foster an atmosphere of equality in a environment where not all students are “created equally.” Accordingly, he has relatively few classroom rules or behavior models, having little use for them. As long as learning is not being disrupted, he is fine with whatever a student does or doesn’t do. He says he doesn’t care if they do the work, since their academic success is entirely within their control and domain. He quite obviously believes in empowering the child, and believes that kids have to learn how to fall down, sometimes even to fail. He also conveys this message quite adamantly to parents, urging them to allow their child to take the consequences and fix their own mistakes and errors. He believes that it is not the job of teachers or parents to “rescue” children, and not to do their work for them. In Mr. M’s view, elementary school is meant to prepare a student for junior high school and beyond, believing that in the lower grades, content fades away, but developing good work habits and study skills are all-important. If students learn how to work hard, to develop skills of critical thinking and self-directed learning, then success and good grades will inevitably follow. He believes that the brightest children (as represented in Quest classes) often do not associate hard work with success, and that elementary schools often give bright children the wrong message that being bright means work should not be difficult. He encourages his students to challenge him/herself to do their best work on every assignment, but that it is best left in their own hands to determine their academic fate. This is not to imply that Mr. M deems himself superfluous to the educational process. Rather, he sees himself as a facilitator, to focus on authentic and rigorous academics, but also to develop strong task commitment and encourage creativity. He gives them all the necessary guidance and tools to achieve success, but it is up to the student whether or not he or she achieves such success.
Similarly, Mr. M’s classroom arrangement reflects his philosophical approach to classroom management. Basically, the room is divided amongst five tables (see photos), with four tables seating six students, and a fifth table seating four students. Because Mr. M’s class is a fifth/sixth grade hybrid, he makes sure that each table contains a roughly equal ratio of fifth and sixth graders. There are nine girls out of a class of 28, so he places either one or two females at each table. Finally, he tries to pair up different types of personalities, often seating a shy, introverted student next to or across from a more socially outgoing, boisterous personality. Additionally, the table closest to his desk contains the students that he feels are the most “disorganized,” in terms of their work habits (although there is no correlation between being disorganized and intelligence), just so that he can keep an eye on them and make sure they don’t go too far afield in their work habits. However, it is also important to note that Mr. M is constantly moving his students, depending on the subject matter or if they are in a particular learning group (he divides his class into completely different groups for social studies units, literature circles, science projects, etc.), believing it is important that they experience as much diversity and change with regard to working within a group (this is also a good introduction to the displacement that many of them will likely experience when they start junior high school). Mr. M is not shy about placing students who may not like each other or who have clashing personalities in the same group, as a way of forcing them to learn how to handle difficult, sometimes unpleasant encounters. Consistent with the rest of his classroom management style, he believes it is incumbent upon the students themselves to work out any differences they may have with other kids, reminding them that their success or failure as a unit depends on them working together as a team.

Finally, with regard to Mr. M’s tips for a successful first day of school, his greatest advice is to lower the anxiety level as much as possible on the first day, and to make the students feel relaxed and comfortable. For Mr. M, putting the kids at ease involves a large degree of humor and sarcasm, much of it self-deprecating in nature. He likes to use evocative illustrations and hypotheticals to make his points, particularly when he is laying out classroom management and behavior expectations, always making the students feel that while they are “in charge” of their own conduct, that there are always consequences for the decisions they make, for better or for worse. He likes to portray himself as something of an “outsider,” as somebody who doesn’t necessarily always play by the rules, who may disagree with a textbook or another teacher’s approach. From the first day until the end of the term, he stresses the three traits that he expects of himself and his students: Powerful, Professional and Personal. In fact, the first day he had each child make an artistic representation of one letter making up those three words, and then hangs the results on the walls of the classroom, combining creativity and art with his own classroom philosophy. It is a reminder that work and ideas that initiate the school year shall follow them and hopefully inspire them for the next nine months.
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
Second Day of School - Wednesday, Sept. 2, 2009
But also some actual schoolwork, including introductory overviews to the social studies curriculum, the "book circle" assignments, and some math work as well.
My first actual "supervisory" experience occurred this morning, when the bell rang for beginning of classes, and Mr. M was off on an errand, so I was actually the one greeting the kids as they filed in (about a third of them offered up a mumbled "hello"), but a few of them remembered my name, and even asked me some questions (which of course I couldn't answer).
I am trying to learn as many names as possible, but as members of my cohort can attest to, I am not the greatest when it comes to remembering names (it took me about three months to learn all of THEIR names). Not to mention that we have a lot of Asian and Middle Eastern kids with names that are often difficult to pronounce, let alone remember. But I am trying each day to learn a few more names, and will periodically go around the room and mentally try to associate a name with a face. I know this is important, especially when I take over the class next Spring.
Other than that, it was a good second day, and while I know I have a lot to learn, both in practice and in theory, I must say that I do feel rather comfortable inside the classroom.
More tomorrow.
First Day Of School - Tuesday, Sept. 1, 2009
As should be expected, the first day of school is usually filled with bureaucratic items (paperwork to be filled out by kids and their parents), going over classroom behaviors and codes of conduct, etc. However, today was also a very useful, even essential day, for a student teacher to observe and learn, since much of the tone and tenor of the coming school year is set during these first few days, even before any actual “learning” commences. It is also a good time to observe how a teacher maintains control in the classroom, because many kids can be a bit rambunctious and unruly on the first day of school, so it is useful to see how a teacher deals with disruption.
There were only a couple of relatively minor incidents in my classroom, but it is important to deal with disruption quickly and efficiently, and to set expectations for the coming year. It was also important to observe the teacher’s “personality” and the dominant facets of his approach to teaching, which in my teacher (hereinafter Mr. M) is a big reliance on humor and gentle sarcasm (the students in our class are very bright and can handle it). He is not afraid to make fun of kids if they ask obvious or repetitive questions, again, in a gentle but teasing manner, since he obviously has high expectations for them. Humor also seems to work in bringing out the kids’ personalities, particularly ones who are a bit on the shy side. The key is to temper the humor with care and compassion, and not to become overly reliant on it as a tool, but it seems most useful when really trying to emphasize an important piece of information.
For example, the “theme” attributes for our class’ coming school year are “Professional, Powerful, Personal.” The teacher asked the class to give examples of each, while explaining why each trait is important in forming a student’s personality and classroom demeanor. But he combined the students’ examples with some of his (mostly humorous) own, and this approach seemed to solidify these concepts in the students’ minds. When discussing "personal," he emphasized how he expected all essays, even if they are about the same event or subject, to be different and reflect the student's individuality and personality. His illustration, about picking one's nose and flinging boogers at somebody, was the high (or low) point of hilarity, but it seemed to get the message across effectively.
All in all, a very good first day.

